Archive for May, 2007

My Heart Longs for you, My Savior

Thursday, May 31st, 2007

Hi all, i just want to share with you this song that followed me since the days of my youth. It really impacted me and reminds me whenever i feel discouraged in my situations. here goes.

Verse 1

My Hearts longs for you my savior, i would follow you my Lord

Your Kindness and Love are vast as the Skies

Your faithfulnees never dies

My Lord and my King, your great name i sing,

My offering of praise I bring

Chorus:

Jesus, Oh Jesus, i give you my life (x2)

Verse 2:

My Soul comptemplates your glory

i worship in holy awe

in quietness and in confident trust

i rest in all that you are

i will sing to the world your glory and grace

until i behold your face

i hope this will bless you!

Sawad Dee kRUP ??? eRRR

Thursday, May 24th, 2007

khoon Sabai Dee Rer bplao Krup?

hahahahah, it means, how do you do? Yes.. we just had our missions training learning thai. The people really had fun trying to learn the new found language almost aliken to speak in tongues! hahahaa.. yes.. thai language is a bit similar to chinese language where there is different tone to the word spoken. But anyway it was really good experience for many of us.

Only one week away and we will be flying off to thailand! Wow… i can’t believe it but we are going there! I can’t wait to see what God is going to do there, filled with excitement and anticipation!

but at the same time, the heat is really on… a lot of things to come…. Leaders’ summit, SP Camp, Life conference, July Combined event..hahahahah sure concussed! but i guess i like this kind of life.. doing what i enjoy best. This is going to be full steam ahead knowing that i have to settle my wedding too!!! Siong man but cool lah….hahahahah so folks out there, please keep the team and i in prayer alright? thanks!!!

Pra Jao Ruk Khoon (God loves you!)

Silent Struggles

Wednesday, May 23rd, 2007

i was just reflecting the other day that it has been 5 months since i been leading the people at IGNYTE, trinity@Adam. Time passes just so fast that before i know it, gone! Sometimes there is secret desires to just turn back the clock and see what are the things i have not really done it correctly and do it better but i guess that is where i learn from mistakes, missed opportunties and make it up for the better future to come.

There have been a lot of thoughts in my mind lately about how i should run the youth ministry. Sometimes we have to struggle through the things on our own and then hopefully God will reveal some things to us in that particular aspect. 3 months back, God showed me the word ‘Shake Up’ but i did not think too much into it only the last few weeks when God was just dealing our individual lives in different aspect of our lives. I realized that God was doing a shake up. A shake up could mean many things. So as the head of the ministry, i have to make decisions that will be tough but i know that is what God wants to do. I know i have to stand strong, i know i have to be unwavering in what i believe. Thankfully the leaders are behind, supporting me, great bunch of people.

Well… the month of June will be the important time for us, the SPs camp, the new initatives, all these will set the tone for the rest of the year. Like what i said before, all for one, mighty warriors… i believe this is the picture of what God wants to do in the lives of the youths…. God, grant me the courage and perseverance to do the things you called me to do. amen. =p

Shoot Me!!!!

Tuesday, May 15th, 2007

Aiyo…. back aching!!!! HAHAHAHAHAAA… wonder why i entitled this blog, shoot me??? Well, just last monday. Diana and i was going for a wedding shoot. We chose to go to malaysia because it was a bit cheaper and you have different scenarios to take from. we went there at 1030am, Diana had to wear 6 different gowns and for me, it was the same.. i tell you never never in my life i have to smile so much la!!!

Well, one thing about me is i don’t really like to smile so that was really a mega challenge for me but for the sake of the nice photos and i do not want to waste my money so i give my all!!! We shoot in the studios till 6pm and then we went to two locations in the evening to Shoot somemore.. but i must say the photographer was friendly and nice. The poses was so chessy la….. but wat to do..hahaaha need to bring up the ‘happiness’ moment. By the time i was back in the studio, it was 8 plus….

by the time i reach home in Singapore, it was 10pm! i was dead beaten. The moment i opened the door, i went for my couch and lay there ‘dead’ for a while! ahhahaha. thank God it is only once in a lifetime!!!

it was a mixture of enjoyment and suffering.. all the shootings…. better be good!!! hahaaa but most importantly, diana is happy. wat to do? i love her too much liao…

So for those reading this page, dun giggle… next time your turn will come!!! hahahaha Cheers!

Somethng Strange!

Monday, May 7th, 2007

Yo, to all my ardent fans out there!!! hahahaa.. NOT! ok..enuff off the little joke. Ya, i am back again! Yeahh!!!

how come no one post any comment on my blog wan? hahahaa anyway not suffering from a sense of rejection. Anyway i was going through the ignyte blog lately and i saw my leader post a comment that there is something strange happening in the IGNYTE service at Adam Road. something is just taking place but not sure what was it. That triggered my thoughts just last week when i wanted to end the service but Holy Spirit prompted me to let it run but of course for some of the folks who needed to go, i had to dimissed them ‘offically’ in that sense.

but there is a strange phenomenon that is happening at our service and that people are getting hungry for the presence of God, you can literally feel GOD really moving deep in the hearts of the people. it’s like a long surgery process that God is doing in our hearts. It’s like God is digging deep into the conscience of our hearts to made us realize about our need for God. i was just telling someone that for four weeks, God was just moving deep. This is the part that it’s getting exciting! Cause i have no idea what God wants to do but i know it’s toucing deep into the spirit.

i think there is a desperate cry from the Holy Spirit and that we return to our first love and build his Kingdom. i told the leaders, IGNTYE will need the shake up before we can advance further for God’s Kindgom. The war has just begin to liven up and i think the battle belongs to the Lord if we continue to put trust and faith in him. Lately i have been counselling, seeing some of my SPs who are confronting issues in their lives. Some of it is in the past, some of it presently.

But i know the strange move of God is going to elevate us to the next level but for now, i will just wait upon God for directions and see what he wants me and the ministry to do… must pray pray!