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Just last week, we had the worship experience, break free!!! It was totally cool and awesome which is also an understatement. i was praying for the whole week for this, asked the Lord for a word that din really came till the service itself, talk about last min stuff.

you know what was the amazing thing? Well, God led me to Exodus, God was telling Moses to be still before God and hear his voice. Then my prayer leader, Sis Christine came up to me and told me, Pastor this is what the prayer team sensed, be still for the presence of God, for the battle is the Lord’s. My hair stand, bones chill… just those times where it becomes supernatural. i knew that was a confirmation of the word for our youths.

right from the start, the atmosphere of worship was amazing. God just came so ‘fast’. All boils down to the heart and expectation of the people. They were really hungry, desiring for the freshness of God in their life. When we sang Heart of Worship, God was just stripping us our sins, past, guilt and giving us the freedom to worship Him! When we sang, All i want is you Jesus, it was really the cry of this generation.

As a Pastor, i am blessed to have these awesome youths. Seeing them desperate, lost in God’s presence really warmed up my heart and gave me the encouragement to push for the cause of Jesus in this generation. I want my youths to being to reach out to those who need Jesus, pray till the Hell trembles and Heaven Gates open! I was just overwhelmed with joy and i believe 2008 is going to be mighty year of harvest. To my ministry youths who sees this blog. Onward Mighty Warrior, for God our Commander is with you, Amen!

Hi all, it’s been a really long time since i wrote my thoughts down. just the other day i was feeling really down. it was not because of my wedding or bad honeymoon in fact it was really great and in fact God really blessed us with great weather and safety. But it just those times when your emotions, your minds can’t really hold up.

din manage to sleep too well because i was overwhelmed with concerns over the youths and some of my friends. Sometimes when you really give all out, u believe for something good to take place and then the sneaky devil comes and tries to mess everything possible. i was frustrated and angry with the situations. I din even want to read the bible, how about that!!!! hahahaa but still read because i know it part of discipline to read his word. But my feelings and my mind couldn’t really function when everyday you would think and wonder how things will work out.

just recently, i heard a song, Jesus, beautiful Savior. i wept with much burden and pain. Then came the still small voice said to me. Son, when the pain and the burden is too much to bear, lift it up to me for i am your beautiful savior. i realized that God was not just speaking in literal form of a beautiful savior but He is saying, he will make all things beautiful…meaning… things may look really bad right now but learn to trust in my faithfulness and my divine plan.

that sounds really difficult isn’t it. But i guess that the only thing is to really trust Him. I AM a tiny little creation living on this earth but this God we serve is all powerful being who knows everything big and small. We may not feel it at times, sometimes we can even doubt the reality of his existence esp setbacks after another. These are the times where your faith will be tested.

But i tell myself that my faith cannot be just based on good feel blessings but also recognized that my faith will demand me to make a decision to believe and trust or to give up.

Who is Jesus to you? Did he carry and die on the cross for nothing?

Did he come to earth for nothing? No, but to show that in the midst of persecution, trials, the beauty of his love can be demonstrated to mankind. May we be reminded of his wonderful love all the days of our lives. =p