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cough cough…… so long never write my thoughts already. well decided to write in here. like anyone else, need an outlet to just type and see how it goes. This month has been really exciting. Since we mutliplied, many new people has come to know Jesus.

it is great to really give thanks for what He has done but yet it also been challenging to run the ministry. Maybe sometimes i am very hard on myself because i have the passion for the youths. Somtimes, i get being misunderstood.. no matter how many times i discipline them, it is for them to grow but instead they chose to say Pastor dun understand. hahahha oh well..

then i have to handle some cases lately… a bit too much that i was getting a little discouraged. people that i really believed in, did not really do what they need to do… well.. i guess… it comes with a price serving God in this areana. then i read newpaper on youths treating sex as some form of just bonding deeper r/s which it is rubbish la… sigh…. so many thoughts ran through my mind.

i told God. if i were to chose growth in numbers compared to growth in the lives of my youths then it has to be the latter. maybe i believed in them a lot just as how my past leaders believed in me.

it never easy to rebuke someone but because u see the best, u see the future. the potential. what to do…  but on the other hand, i know there are many youths who are growing…

God… teach me… show me…. step by step….. let it be that the generation under me will become warriors, will persevere, walk in faith and a person of influence. Help me Lord.